I have been pathologically and clinically alone since my 1994 military brain maiming and several years of psychotropic classical conditioning torture in sensory depravation that was subsequent to my first annulment and kidnapping transport across the Mason Dixon line and abandonment in SC pending later redeployment to MA as a Southern enemy. Due to my brain injuries and malignments by my torturers; I was unable to serve our USA in uniform and am accordingly “never served”. I am a disabled American SSA beneficiary and my income is currently $1212/mo. I am completely unloved in sedation and sublimation now 25 years. I do not ask why. I know “it is so.”. “THAT IS ALL.”